Tuesday, December 29, 2009


Beta is 2526 which is very pregnant from what the nurse said. Don't even have to go back for another test because it's so high. Go back in 2 weeks to check things out. I am 5 weeks and 1 day pregnant. Thank you God. Please keep us safe.


This morning I peed on a stick and it came up positive! I have no idea how we did this. I'm on day 37 on my cycle, so I decided today is the day to test. This is officially the longest cycle I have ever had so I took the test and it had a +yes on it! I am in disbelief. I went to the doctor to get the blood test done and now I'm waiting on the results. I might have to wait until tomorrow to get them, so I bought more tests just so I can see it again. God, please don't let this be a mistake, let this be the real thing. I really don't know how we did this on our own. We've been trying for almost 2 years and nothing and when we take a break, this happens. I just don't know what to say. Please let it be real.

Thursday, December 17, 2009


Since I haven't really been thinking about baby stuff for the past month or 2, I forgot how many IUI's we did. Well, we've done 5. 4 with the drugs and 1 without any drugs. So I guess I can really feel like we tried everything for that protocol. Definitely time to move onward and upward. One more month off and then it's time for more shots. :-)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Feeling much better for the past week. Now I can start looking forward to all the baby stuff again in the next week or two. Gotta set up a uterine biopsy to make sure I don't have anything wrong in that area. Maybe I want something to be wrong so we can fix it and make a baby. I don't know. I just want a baby.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

My body

Well, I am infection free but still not sure what the heck is going on in my body. It is just doing what it wants to do, whenever it wants to do it. I just hope it is on some sort of schedule and normal by the new year so we can start trying for a baby again in January.